Was I Just Hard On Myself?

So for yesterday being a Monday not to bad for the most part.

First part of the day.I have been helping a friend in her classroom for few weeks now.Grading papers,cutting stuff,laminating stuff,running errands on campus,helping the kids in class and so on.Plus she is expecting her first little one so anything to help ease some stress.So I cut out some leafs for a center on this cool little machine.Then she wanted her board outside her door decorated fall/Halloween.I looked at it thought it looked pretty good.Then started I could done this that and so on to make it look better.But my friend loved it so that all that matters.Cause some people are so annual when it comes to stuff like that.So I worked on that and idea after idea kept coming in my head.That machine came in handy yesterday it is so cool.She has been sick a lot with the pregnancy.I feel so bad for her.She can only eat up to 8 grams of protein a day.She has PKU which she is missing an enzyme called phenylalanine hydroxylase,which is needed to break down an essential amino acid called phenylalanine.The substance is found in foods that contain protein.She has to drink this formula every morning and night in order for the baby to get the rest of the nutrients it needs.So after the baby is here I told her husband he better have a steak ready.I can't wait to find out what she is having next week we should know.

 Second part the day.After helping her out and fixing her board it was time for me to go to work.I work on campus there in the after school program.So the kids have been on the little rowdy side with this weather.It was not to bad of a day.But it was just one them days where if people said something I had to stop before I spoke thing.The kids have been a little silly.My patience with some them are running thin.I help the first graders with there homework and it is so hard cause they can not focus more than 5 mintues.They work better one on one.Time is a factor when you only have 45 minutes to do it and it takes some them that long to do it.There are 4 first grader boys and there attention is on everything but homework.All 4 boys are very smart boys 2 them I can explain it and they can do it on there own then check to see if there doing it right.The other 2 need little more help cause they love to just say random answers.If I let them just write what ever they think it is there homework would all be wrong.So that part the day was alright.The day went by pretty fast for the most part.

The night was not to great at all.I played 2 softball games and played like crap.That is not like me I am usually on my game on both sides.Not last night my oh my had the worst judgement on the ball in the outfield.I could not hit the ball to get on to save my life.I think I was 1 for 8.Well actually 2 for 8 but that was only do to bad throw.Usually I do good in both and just my bat is a little off.I got hit in the foot by a hard line drive in the first game.That mess hurt my adrenaline was rushing so I played it out.My foot is sore but not broken.Then the second fame we were up by like 10 and they came back to beat us cause like 3 bad throws.We should have won that game.So we lost both games last night cause we were not hitting the ball the first game and second game was errors.I know I could have done a lot better than I did do.Yeah I hit the ball but right to the people.Then the drive home people could not drive.So the road I was on had 2 lanes on the side I was on.I was in the fast lane other car is in the other lane.So we are approaching the light and where it goes from 2 lanes to 4.Then back to 2 lanes.We are going and right at the last second he like oh crap I got to get over.So he cuts in front me I had to slam on breaks.He almost hit the other car in the first turn lane.So he had to get in the first turn lane.So he goes from the far right lane to the inside lane in just split second.People need to make there mind up little quicker than that.

Weekend is here..

This past week at work has been a struggle with the kids.Even the ones that never cause problems where acting up as well.So glad the weekend is here.I played 4 games this past week in 2 nights.I got to get back to the groove of playing again.Bat is so off it not even funny.I make the best of everyday regardless of what comes my way.You only have one life to live.This weekend should be real fun.I have basketball this morning then meeting up with my dad.Then trying to meet up with a freind that I have not got to hang out with in while.Then home to work on some wedding stuff and wash some clothes.Sunday school then church in the morning.Then going to watch superbowl at friends house.Play some boradgames before the game to kill time.

Crazy awesome exhausting weekend

It is such small world.You can find just about any one and everyone on the internet these days.I will get into details later in this blog.I got to break down this awesome weekend down for ya.Friday night was relax night watching movie with the rommie.We watched Why Did I Get Married Too? We both love Tyler Perry movies.Then by time got to sleep it was like 11 or later.Had be up ealry for Upward Basketball at my church.My team did not do all that great.Then got to see some people there I have not seen in while.Got to watch some family play basketball as well.Then had to do few things before all the FUN.Came back home got ready for Winter Jams.It was so awesome got to be one the best concerts ever.10 bands 10 dollars packed Fourm rocking out.The people that were there was:Newsboys,Newsong,Kutless,Chris August,Chris Sligh,Sidewalk Prophets,David Crowder Band,Red,Francesca Battistelli,Tony Nolan,KJ-52.Something well worth the time.We got home at like 11 or so that night.By the time I got the rush out my head and still pumped and hyped up it was after like 1.Had to be up ealry the next day for busy day as well.Had a photoshot to some what assit in for rommie engagment photos.Then went grabbed breaskfast real quick at dunkin before heading to church.Then had to leave chruch early cause roomie had be to work.I had to run by my brothers house and grab his shoes for practice.Then we messed around took few pictures in the back yard.I almost broke my ankle the block was evil I tell you.I stood on it not even leaning and it just liked rolled over needless to say scrated up my ankle a little and hurt my butt cause I was sitting on the block after I fell.I was laughing the hole time but it kind of hurt.LOL.Then went got some more so summer clothes on cause it was kind of hot out yesterday.Washed my car which was pointless it rained like all day today.Then got ready and met up with my brother and some people from my team to pratice.So now for the finding of just about anyone on the internet.So softabll is like my life.So I was trying to put part this team together get all the girls.Well this friend mind post something well  I did not know we were going to be on same team.So few people post to it im like im not going to take any one out from under her.Then come find out were on same team.But one the people that post was someone I have know since I was like 15.Not knowing it at the time cause it been like 8 years since I seen that person last.Funny thing is we just seen each other last year at a relay 4 life and our tents were right next to each other but we didnt know cause we have not seen each other in forever.We both even walked the survior lap side by side and did not even notice each other.She was there for my brothers and I during tough times with family issues.So they joined us playing ball for the afternoon.It was fun but got tired pretty quick.Then she invited me back to her house have dinner and to hang out.She told me she and her son has always wonder what ever happen with us.So it was just like old times hanging out eatting.I ended up staying the night there catching up on time.Before knew it was like 12 or so.I was tired and did not feel like driving like 30min and risk falling asleep.Had to be up early for work therefore sleep is one thing lacking this weekend.I got maybe a total of 7 hours sleep in the whole weekend.Then on top that I read some thigns in paper about a friend man things people do these days.It not my cup tea the things she did and has done.I had to leave her house the last time I was there I did not want to be mixed up in that mess.Today was little rough with not enough sleep.I managed to pull it off working.I worked for like 2 hours then had to go take my cpr class.though was goign to pass out during that all the breathes and sore from playing ball yesterday.The number was down at work so by time I got done with that they said I could go home.So I left went to visit with my aunt and grandma while I still on southside town.Hung out for about 30-45mins.Then adventured back to my side town in the nasty weather.It has been rainging like all day long.Well I came to red light text my friend real quick then put my phone down cause light changed.Not even like 20 feet away at a T intersection 2 people tried to pull out turn same way.I had enough room to react and all but come on people learn how to drive.I had to hit breaks still kind of heard the squeal even with it wet.Had to merge into the turn lane so I did not hit the 2 backin up out the intersection.There were cars behind me thankful they were not riding my but cause they would have hit me from behind and it would have been a mess.Cars from other side coming as well so yeah.Then got home and talked to the roomie to see if there was anything I needed work on for wedding.Which is given and yes there is.LoL.To get list started for bridal shower and game ideas.So then im like ok im going to take nap for few hours and get up and be productive.Well most the stuff has got done that said I was going to do when got up.Cleaned my room,put clotes up,started list,loaded some pictures from concert but that was not on to do list.I was going to load some muisc on Ipod but that not going to be tonight.That has been the busy crazy fun exhausting weekend.

What your favorite sport?

There is some sport out there for just about everyone to like.It can be you favorite one to play.Could be your favorite one to attend.Or you just may want to chill and hang out at home and watch it on TV.Some people can not handle that crowds of people at games.This is a kind of hard on for me to answer in a way.I love just about all sports.I love going to hockey,football, and baseball games.I like to watch football and baseball on TV as well.When it comes down to playing a game SOFTBALL all the way.I hope to attend some games this season for the Rays games.Even though few my favorite players got traded.I wish I could attend a Gators game that would be so awesome.Never been to one and that is my favortie college football team.I know softball is going to be crazy this up soming season.Playing with like 3 to 5 teams 3 to 4 nights a week. I can not sit and watch tennis,golf,hockey and many more on TV.

Where does the time go?

The weekend is just not long enough.Time flies when you are having tons of fun.This weekend has been pretty active.Friday I pretty much ran for hour stright at work.Playing soccer with the kids for while.Got tired of that then played a little bit of baskerball.Had a party at church that night for one the teen leaders that is leaving.We played volleyball,basketball,knockout and food.Yesterday was the kick off of Upward basketball. at church.I was proud of my team they did really good.Then went got lunch with the roomie and her soon be hubby.Then we went to few places.Came home took nap.Then the soon be hubby brother was MIA for like 4 hours or so.He had everyone trying to find him or get hold him.So we went out looking for him and then got text from someone saying they knew where he was.So we went to the house where he was.Then went shopping at walmart after we talked to his brother and told him where he had to be and all that.Came home the roomie cooked breakfast then we watched a movie.Woke up with splitting headache this morning.Took something and went right back to sleep.Had practice at 1 for one team im playing on.Had another practice at 3 for a different team im playing on.As of right now I am on 3 teams 3 nights week.Then a sub for Thrusday nights.

First Monday of 2011

It is the first Monday of the New Year not to bad.It was a very easy day.Work was a trip this morning with a few of my co-workers.We could not stop laughing at things said and conversations that went on before kids came into the room. So here are some pictures.Some of my favorite teams and thing to do.Favorite Bible verse and some quotes I like.Just a little about me in some pictures.

Gator Girl All The Way

Love me some Rays Baseball

I live for Softball

God is Awesome!

Favorite verse

Love this Game

True

 

 

 

 

 

I LOVE THEM ALL!!<3

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Love the Beach!Catching Sunset with my Friends

 

 

I love food

Ipod+Ear buds=Music <3

Loving It

Well I have been slacking big time on this.I started out doing really well then it has been down hill for while.I have been a busy little bee like always.Between church functions,work,coaching basketball and playing softball.Then I squeeze in some time with friends and family.I love this time the year.I love to buy for other people.Then I tend to put myself in a jam for it.But in th end it all seems to work out great.So there has been some ups and downs in the past few weeks or so.Im stick with all the good.Im not giving all the facts we would be here all night.So my dad and I are semi getting along for now.(knock on wood).I am now the maid of honor in my best friends wedding.:)One my friends fixed my car for pretty much nothing.I got call from my grandmother Monday she was buying me a newer car.I love my life.I love my amazing friends.The one thing I really really wanted more than anything for Christmas and did not even tell anyone was a car knowing not many could afford it.So yeah this Christmas is by far the best. God is AWESOME!!! He made a way for me to get stuff for all that I planned for and some.Money is a factor everyone stress about but put your trust in him and it will work out. I love this little thing called my life.So this weekend is pretty planned out for me.Got a church function tomorrow got to help set up decorate all that jazz.Then Sunday is church,Christmas at my aunts and then the annual ELF party at a friends.

Overview

I have been a busy body with Thanksgiving just passing.Making all my rounds to all the houses where people invited me.Had great 4 day weekend spending time with my little brother and he got to stay the night with me.We went Black Friday shopping which he was great help.Softball is now over till like Feb.Now I jump right into coaching basketball at church.The children home christmas party is this Friday and I can not wait to see the kids faces.Then there are a few different party event coming up with friends and family.This month is pretty busy.My step sister will be here this year for Christmas as well.So all the fun parties are going to start this coming week starting with the Children Home.

51 runs scored

The last few days at work have been pretty easy.Due to the fact that there are kids out sick.But yesterday I was cought off gard big time.My boss came in did not know she was coming in.I was not doing my job and I was not in uniform.It was a slacker day for me.Today is early release day oh joy.The kids seem to be really loud on these days.Last night was softball game.It was one the best ones this season so far.It was a back and forth game the hole time.There were alot of errors on both sides.Deppends what comes first 7innings or 45mintues.We played only 5inning but there were some long innings.There were a total of 51 runs scored.We lost by one point only if we were home team it would been our win.I seem to always finish with some mark on myslef.I got in a pickle and had to dive back to first scraped my knee up.My side hurts a little from diving back to base.It was fun game all the running I got to do.Then got to hang out chat with some friends for little while.It was cold just standing there.But while running around not so much.Tonight is going to be another fun night get to go to the children home.I love going there it is so much fun.So tonight we went to the children home and had a lot fun.We played dodge ball with half flat basketball,volleyball,and half flat kickball.Then we went on adventure to sonic.That was a fun trip.Jammed out to some good songs.:)

The game I love...

Well tonight would have been a night to play softball.It got called cause it rianed most of the day off and on.I hope that it brings some cooler weather with the rain instead of hot.So I texted a friend to see what she was up to.To hang out and help me out with few things on here.Also talked about up coming events we need to get on the ball with and start planning.Been watching Law&Order most the time since I have been home.I been watching it and working on here.You should check out the tabs at the top of my blog.I redone my Music Freak one it is now called Rate The Music.I also have a Verse Of The Week.There is a About Me area.Then the 30 Days of Truth im try to answer all the questions.Well just check it out.

What with the 3's?

3 days ago was 13 years my grandfather passed away and today im 23.All I got is memories of all the great times with him.There are so many things I remember about this man.I was not a daddy's girl I was papaw's girls.Things I miss are the Sunday lunches after church.That dollar we used to always get for church on Sunday.I miss the smile you got from time to time from him.So today I was woke up at like 4:30am by some noise.I turned a little led light on to try to figure out what it was.Didn't find the noise till I opened my door and there was a gift bag sitting there.So I just tossed it in my room and tried to fall back to sleep took like hour.Then I got up started load clothes my favorite thing to do not.Then got in shower and got ready for work.Ate lunch with the roomie and headed out the door for work.The kids were a little on the wild side today be glad when Halloween is over.We had fun today at work outside.Hitting the tennis ball with the bat.Trying to teach the kids how to stand while hitting.I got mini cup cakes from co worker and a card.:) I got like 3 text from people and like 100 things on facebook.I got a call from my parents.Got to visit with friends here from out town.Got to play the game I love today.Played in 2 games today didnt do all that hot in first game.Then it started pouring down rain so that delayed it for a little bit.I was suppose to got out to dinner with few friends after but games got over later than we though they would.Oh well we were catch up later this weekend.It was so hot playing I hope it cools of some this weekend.Fun day is coming to a end.Time to hit the shower im a little nasty from two games.Plus I need to hit the ice pack think I may have pulled something in lower back or could just be part getting older.LOL.I love all my friends.They are so amazing.

Hard working man

I miss this smile

I miss him

I miss these times

Papaw's Girl

I miss Sunday

Amazing Day!!!

Well I didn't get a chance to write yesterday I was super busy. Plus had 30imns before the day was over and the internet was not working.Plus I was super tired and just wanted to sleep.Yesterday was super busy I was on the go since 7am till 11:30pm.My feet are killing me.My big toe on my right foot hurts super bad.The wedding turned out really nice.The decorations were beautiful and took a while to set up.Food turned out great there was little bit left over.In all that time only time I really sat down was time driving.When you get a bunch people to help clean up goes very quick if we stay busy and not clown around.This afternoon before work I got to meet up with the newlyweds and few other friends for lunch at Sonny's.Some left out for DC they bought me lunch for my birthday present.Today was a breeze at work.Lot kids were out sick and the ones that tend to give us problems left early.Still not sure yet what im going to do for my birthday tomorrow.I do know that I will be working then going to play the one game I love softball.I don't expect much from anyone never been that type person.But so far I have gotten $100 that is pretty much gone already just spent the last bit of it tonight getting few things.Oh yeah and the pretty awesome lunch I had today with some amazing friends.I love all of my friends way more than they would ever know.They are my family they stand behind me and help me in times of need.My mom is suppose to be sending something but she tends to mix the dates up with my brothers birthday.Im sure I will get call tomorrow or on the 28.

Little bit everything kind of day...

This morning I did not do much was not feeling all that great.Had to leave like hour before work to get few things done.The kids at work today were full of energy.During quite time it was far from quite.I was sitting at table with two girls I was about to lose my mind with all the talking.They were talking so fast I could catch like 2 words as they kept going about what ever they were talking about that made no sense to me.Then we went outside the weather was amazing.Let the kids run and play to get some energy out there system.I played catch with tennis ball with few the kids.Try to teach them how to catch pop fly the right way.One kid got in trouble for doing something wrong had to sit out.Then we told him he had bug in his hair and called Mandy the B word. Then we had to go inside cause that was enough from him. Came home to cook but had to run to store to get more milk first.Some the people that go into the store by my house oh my is all im going to say.After I got back from store put milk up and went outside for a bit.Got a game tomorrow so figured I could swing a bat few times.Then I cooked sausage biscuits and gravy ohhh yeah and had big glass of chocolate milk for dinner.Now it is just kick back and relax time.

Cow Bell!!

I love helping others.Had to do some running this morning for a friend for her wedding and myself.Busy morning so far.Finlay got the tickets for the Rays do or die game tonight.After I spent like 2 hours trying to get the crap to work last night on stub hub and ticket master.Now they just dont want to print.Had to call them and have them walk me through it.Only time I have had problems with this.I was up early this morning didn't get much sleep.Im need a frappe to get through the day at work and for the game tonigh.I would be playing in my own game but who can pass up a game like this.:)Got to get the camera ready.Got to break out the cow bell.Got my number and my dream man last name Rays shirt on.:)Super excited this is going to be a lot of fun.Lots of picture are going to be taking at this game.They must win this game to move on.:( they lost the game that is it for 2010 season.Got a little cow bell crazy.LOL.Fun night at the Trop would have been better if they won.

Love this time the year

Good Morning!!So far it has been a great start to the day.This weather is amazing I love it.Went to go feed the ducks at the lake this morning.I felt bad for this one little duck it leg was messed up he could not walk and could hardly swim.Then just past that I was looking in water seen bunch feathers and seen one dead :(.Then here came the attack of the geese mob.They seem to always chase me no matter what.As I was walking away I was throwing bread behind me.Kept looking back till I got away I am sure the lady walking on other side was laughing at me.


Now on with the afternoon.Had time to catch a show that I watch from time to time when it is on.Chatted with few friends for little bit.Now it time to get ready and head to work.Then I have a ball game  after.

Tonight was typical Tuesday night.Had a ball game tonight.We smoked the team we played.I did not hit all that great.Got to hang out and talk with friends I don't see often.Just got done eating dinner now it is time to watch the biggest loser.

Just Getting Started

I figured I could join a friend of mine on this.I love reading her stuff or looking at her pictures.My days can be very detailed at times.Some days can be very dull.This morning has not been to exciting.Just trying to figure out how to set this up and listening to the iPod.Oh yeah and my favorite thing of all time laundry not.I think I have this figured out now for most part with a little coaching along the way from a friend.:)

I really love this weather that we have been having latley.Makes me want to be outside all day.Makes for great softball weather as well.I usually have a funny story from work but not today.Most the kids where in a serious mood for most part.I came home added few songs on here while had them in my head.Then grabed my headphones went for walk around the neighborhood.With the weather like it is lot more kids are out playing now and few parents out playing with them as well.After I got back from walking got the bat out and pratice a few swings.Broke the glove and ball out and pratice some pop flies.Oh yeah now to finish something I started this morining my favorite thing of all time laundry.Then there something the roomie asked me to do think it was to clean the bath room.Made huge salad for dinner ate that while chatting with a friend from Bama.Now time to kick back and watch some Monday night football.