Was I Just Hard On Myself?

So for yesterday being a Monday not to bad for the most part.

First part of the day.I have been helping a friend in her classroom for few weeks now.Grading papers,cutting stuff,laminating stuff,running errands on campus,helping the kids in class and so on.Plus she is expecting her first little one so anything to help ease some stress.So I cut out some leafs for a center on this cool little machine.Then she wanted her board outside her door decorated fall/Halloween.I looked at it thought it looked pretty good.Then started I could done this that and so on to make it look better.But my friend loved it so that all that matters.Cause some people are so annual when it comes to stuff like that.So I worked on that and idea after idea kept coming in my head.That machine came in handy yesterday it is so cool.She has been sick a lot with the pregnancy.I feel so bad for her.She can only eat up to 8 grams of protein a day.She has PKU which she is missing an enzyme called phenylalanine hydroxylase,which is needed to break down an essential amino acid called phenylalanine.The substance is found in foods that contain protein.She has to drink this formula every morning and night in order for the baby to get the rest of the nutrients it needs.So after the baby is here I told her husband he better have a steak ready.I can't wait to find out what she is having next week we should know.

 Second part the day.After helping her out and fixing her board it was time for me to go to work.I work on campus there in the after school program.So the kids have been on the little rowdy side with this weather.It was not to bad of a day.But it was just one them days where if people said something I had to stop before I spoke thing.The kids have been a little silly.My patience with some them are running thin.I help the first graders with there homework and it is so hard cause they can not focus more than 5 mintues.They work better one on one.Time is a factor when you only have 45 minutes to do it and it takes some them that long to do it.There are 4 first grader boys and there attention is on everything but homework.All 4 boys are very smart boys 2 them I can explain it and they can do it on there own then check to see if there doing it right.The other 2 need little more help cause they love to just say random answers.If I let them just write what ever they think it is there homework would all be wrong.So that part the day was alright.The day went by pretty fast for the most part.

The night was not to great at all.I played 2 softball games and played like crap.That is not like me I am usually on my game on both sides.Not last night my oh my had the worst judgement on the ball in the outfield.I could not hit the ball to get on to save my life.I think I was 1 for 8.Well actually 2 for 8 but that was only do to bad throw.Usually I do good in both and just my bat is a little off.I got hit in the foot by a hard line drive in the first game.That mess hurt my adrenaline was rushing so I played it out.My foot is sore but not broken.Then the second fame we were up by like 10 and they came back to beat us cause like 3 bad throws.We should have won that game.So we lost both games last night cause we were not hitting the ball the first game and second game was errors.I know I could have done a lot better than I did do.Yeah I hit the ball but right to the people.Then the drive home people could not drive.So the road I was on had 2 lanes on the side I was on.I was in the fast lane other car is in the other lane.So we are approaching the light and where it goes from 2 lanes to 4.Then back to 2 lanes.We are going and right at the last second he like oh crap I got to get over.So he cuts in front me I had to slam on breaks.He almost hit the other car in the first turn lane.So he had to get in the first turn lane.So he goes from the far right lane to the inside lane in just split second.People need to make there mind up little quicker than that.

1st grade my oh my

My oh my teaching 1st graders how to count backwards is harder than you think.Your kids may know how to count to 100 but count backwards five numbers from numbers given.Some the kids will be there for 10 minutes trying to find the answer for that one question.I was sitting in my friends class yesterday helping her grade papers while she was teaching it my oh my.They had a hundred chart up on the smart board.She would tell them to go touch what ever number and to count back 5 numbers.Some did it without a problem and some jumped like 2 rows forward.Then when its time for me to work we have 3 1st graders in our program.So homework time there math has to deal with counting forward and backwards.It takes them forever to do it and these 3 struggle so bad.There attention is like 5 minutes if that.Then the way I have to sit them around the table so they are not copying each other answers.It is very hard to keep them focused on homework.They are boys so of course they want to go play. There parents want there homework done with us.Parents teachers need your help as well to work with them.They can only do so much in the time frame of a busy go day.You can tell the kids that get help from home and the ones that don't.Then when it comes to reading they are still learning it just frustrating at times.When they know it and just say random things.I have my work cut out for me this year with the 3 1st graders in the program. Then 4 Kindergarten learning everything.But I will make the best of it and help them out the best I can.I have few tricks up the sleeve to help them.

Weekend is here..

This past week at work has been a struggle with the kids.Even the ones that never cause problems where acting up as well.So glad the weekend is here.I played 4 games this past week in 2 nights.I got to get back to the groove of playing again.Bat is so off it not even funny.I make the best of everyday regardless of what comes my way.You only have one life to live.This weekend should be real fun.I have basketball this morning then meeting up with my dad.Then trying to meet up with a freind that I have not got to hang out with in while.Then home to work on some wedding stuff and wash some clothes.Sunday school then church in the morning.Then going to watch superbowl at friends house.Play some boradgames before the game to kill time.

Crazy awesome exhausting weekend

It is such small world.You can find just about any one and everyone on the internet these days.I will get into details later in this blog.I got to break down this awesome weekend down for ya.Friday night was relax night watching movie with the rommie.We watched Why Did I Get Married Too? We both love Tyler Perry movies.Then by time got to sleep it was like 11 or later.Had be up ealry for Upward Basketball at my church.My team did not do all that great.Then got to see some people there I have not seen in while.Got to watch some family play basketball as well.Then had to do few things before all the FUN.Came back home got ready for Winter Jams.It was so awesome got to be one the best concerts ever.10 bands 10 dollars packed Fourm rocking out.The people that were there was:Newsboys,Newsong,Kutless,Chris August,Chris Sligh,Sidewalk Prophets,David Crowder Band,Red,Francesca Battistelli,Tony Nolan,KJ-52.Something well worth the time.We got home at like 11 or so that night.By the time I got the rush out my head and still pumped and hyped up it was after like 1.Had to be up ealry the next day for busy day as well.Had a photoshot to some what assit in for rommie engagment photos.Then went grabbed breaskfast real quick at dunkin before heading to church.Then had to leave chruch early cause roomie had be to work.I had to run by my brothers house and grab his shoes for practice.Then we messed around took few pictures in the back yard.I almost broke my ankle the block was evil I tell you.I stood on it not even leaning and it just liked rolled over needless to say scrated up my ankle a little and hurt my butt cause I was sitting on the block after I fell.I was laughing the hole time but it kind of hurt.LOL.Then went got some more so summer clothes on cause it was kind of hot out yesterday.Washed my car which was pointless it rained like all day today.Then got ready and met up with my brother and some people from my team to pratice.So now for the finding of just about anyone on the internet.So softabll is like my life.So I was trying to put part this team together get all the girls.Well this friend mind post something well  I did not know we were going to be on same team.So few people post to it im like im not going to take any one out from under her.Then come find out were on same team.But one the people that post was someone I have know since I was like 15.Not knowing it at the time cause it been like 8 years since I seen that person last.Funny thing is we just seen each other last year at a relay 4 life and our tents were right next to each other but we didnt know cause we have not seen each other in forever.We both even walked the survior lap side by side and did not even notice each other.She was there for my brothers and I during tough times with family issues.So they joined us playing ball for the afternoon.It was fun but got tired pretty quick.Then she invited me back to her house have dinner and to hang out.She told me she and her son has always wonder what ever happen with us.So it was just like old times hanging out eatting.I ended up staying the night there catching up on time.Before knew it was like 12 or so.I was tired and did not feel like driving like 30min and risk falling asleep.Had to be up early for work therefore sleep is one thing lacking this weekend.I got maybe a total of 7 hours sleep in the whole weekend.Then on top that I read some thigns in paper about a friend man things people do these days.It not my cup tea the things she did and has done.I had to leave her house the last time I was there I did not want to be mixed up in that mess.Today was little rough with not enough sleep.I managed to pull it off working.I worked for like 2 hours then had to go take my cpr class.though was goign to pass out during that all the breathes and sore from playing ball yesterday.The number was down at work so by time I got done with that they said I could go home.So I left went to visit with my aunt and grandma while I still on southside town.Hung out for about 30-45mins.Then adventured back to my side town in the nasty weather.It has been rainging like all day long.Well I came to red light text my friend real quick then put my phone down cause light changed.Not even like 20 feet away at a T intersection 2 people tried to pull out turn same way.I had enough room to react and all but come on people learn how to drive.I had to hit breaks still kind of heard the squeal even with it wet.Had to merge into the turn lane so I did not hit the 2 backin up out the intersection.There were cars behind me thankful they were not riding my but cause they would have hit me from behind and it would have been a mess.Cars from other side coming as well so yeah.Then got home and talked to the roomie to see if there was anything I needed work on for wedding.Which is given and yes there is.LoL.To get list started for bridal shower and game ideas.So then im like ok im going to take nap for few hours and get up and be productive.Well most the stuff has got done that said I was going to do when got up.Cleaned my room,put clotes up,started list,loaded some pictures from concert but that was not on to do list.I was going to load some muisc on Ipod but that not going to be tonight.That has been the busy crazy fun exhausting weekend.

Where does the time go?

The weekend is just not long enough.Time flies when you are having tons of fun.This weekend has been pretty active.Friday I pretty much ran for hour stright at work.Playing soccer with the kids for while.Got tired of that then played a little bit of baskerball.Had a party at church that night for one the teen leaders that is leaving.We played volleyball,basketball,knockout and food.Yesterday was the kick off of Upward basketball. at church.I was proud of my team they did really good.Then went got lunch with the roomie and her soon be hubby.Then we went to few places.Came home took nap.Then the soon be hubby brother was MIA for like 4 hours or so.He had everyone trying to find him or get hold him.So we went out looking for him and then got text from someone saying they knew where he was.So we went to the house where he was.Then went shopping at walmart after we talked to his brother and told him where he had to be and all that.Came home the roomie cooked breakfast then we watched a movie.Woke up with splitting headache this morning.Took something and went right back to sleep.Had practice at 1 for one team im playing on.Had another practice at 3 for a different team im playing on.As of right now I am on 3 teams 3 nights week.Then a sub for Thrusday nights.

I might beable to move in the morning,

It has been a very long day for me.I was up at like 3am due to my sinus acting up.Went back to sleep for like 2 hours then it was time to get up.I had to babysit this morning for someone from my church.Then I had to go into work at 2.We played keep away with soccer ball for while.Then we played some basketball for a little bit.So I done alot of running today just at work playing with the kids.Then we went inside and played with the different toys.I played with the legos cause one kids wanted me to build him a airplane.After work there was a going away party at my church for one the teen leaders that is movoing out state.We had pizza,chips,drink, played basketball,volleyball,and knockout.So that was more running and moving around.So I am just a little sore from all the movement and all.First Upward basketball game is tomorrow yay!!Go Fighting Nijias!!Then Sunday afternoon I have softball pratice.

First Monday of 2011

It is the first Monday of the New Year not to bad.It was a very easy day.Work was a trip this morning with a few of my co-workers.We could not stop laughing at things said and conversations that went on before kids came into the room. So here are some pictures.Some of my favorite teams and thing to do.Favorite Bible verse and some quotes I like.Just a little about me in some pictures.

Gator Girl All The Way

Love me some Rays Baseball

I live for Softball

God is Awesome!

Favorite verse

Love this Game

True

 

 

 

 

 

I LOVE THEM ALL!!<3

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Love the Beach!Catching Sunset with my Friends

 

 

I love food

Ipod+Ear buds=Music <3

Loving It

Well I have been slacking big time on this.I started out doing really well then it has been down hill for while.I have been a busy little bee like always.Between church functions,work,coaching basketball and playing softball.Then I squeeze in some time with friends and family.I love this time the year.I love to buy for other people.Then I tend to put myself in a jam for it.But in th end it all seems to work out great.So there has been some ups and downs in the past few weeks or so.Im stick with all the good.Im not giving all the facts we would be here all night.So my dad and I are semi getting along for now.(knock on wood).I am now the maid of honor in my best friends wedding.:)One my friends fixed my car for pretty much nothing.I got call from my grandmother Monday she was buying me a newer car.I love my life.I love my amazing friends.The one thing I really really wanted more than anything for Christmas and did not even tell anyone was a car knowing not many could afford it.So yeah this Christmas is by far the best. God is AWESOME!!! He made a way for me to get stuff for all that I planned for and some.Money is a factor everyone stress about but put your trust in him and it will work out. I love this little thing called my life.So this weekend is pretty planned out for me.Got a church function tomorrow got to help set up decorate all that jazz.Then Sunday is church,Christmas at my aunts and then the annual ELF party at a friends.

So glad today is FRIDAY!!

This week has been some what kind of busy.Upward basketball at my church is starting back up.So that was Mon. and Tue. night.Softball is one Tue. night a week.Then church is Wed. night.Girls night was Thrs. we watched a movie.Work has been a lot of fun minus the behavior problems we have been having.The kids love to play soccer.I don't know all the rules or positions to teach them right way.But it also hard to teach when you have like 4 kindergarder trying to play.So we wing it and play trying not to hurt each other.I made a game today from the pizza boxes from Wed. visit to the Children Home.It is table soccer they had fun playing it today.All you do is open the box put constrution paper down(Tape).Draw center line and circle where to put cotton ball.Then use pipe cleaners for goal tape to both ends.It is a 2 player game give them each straw and let game begin.So glad that steak n shake has ther peppermint shake back.It is amazing if you have not tried it I would say it something worth trying.:)Hope everyone has great weekend.

Happy Veterans Day!!

Got to say this has been pretty great day.Minus the headache I have had most the day.When I checked my account this morning there was more money there than I thought there would be.LOL.The reason for it was cause I got paid today.Normaly get paid on  Friday but guess seeing how it is veterans day they would pay us a day early.Got to love money in the bank.LOL.Not for long cause soon as we get it in our possesion it seems to be in someone else hands seconds later.Attempted to play some more soccer today at work with the kids.They don't understand it all the way.They think it rugby/football.So yeah a few kids got a little banged up playing.It can be a dirty sport at times.Some them got really mad at each other it was funny.Been working on this applacation for another part time job like all week.Computer messed up first night doing it.Didnt have all my refrence infomation down.Had to contact them and let them know.Well it turned in now.LOL.Well really this all happen yesterday or just few seconds ago hint why I didnt make deadline before new day.

51 runs scored

The last few days at work have been pretty easy.Due to the fact that there are kids out sick.But yesterday I was cought off gard big time.My boss came in did not know she was coming in.I was not doing my job and I was not in uniform.It was a slacker day for me.Today is early release day oh joy.The kids seem to be really loud on these days.Last night was softball game.It was one the best ones this season so far.It was a back and forth game the hole time.There were alot of errors on both sides.Deppends what comes first 7innings or 45mintues.We played only 5inning but there were some long innings.There were a total of 51 runs scored.We lost by one point only if we were home team it would been our win.I seem to always finish with some mark on myslef.I got in a pickle and had to dive back to first scraped my knee up.My side hurts a little from diving back to base.It was fun game all the running I got to do.Then got to hang out chat with some friends for little while.It was cold just standing there.But while running around not so much.Tonight is going to be another fun night get to go to the children home.I love going there it is so much fun.So tonight we went to the children home and had a lot fun.We played dodge ball with half flat basketball,volleyball,and half flat kickball.Then we went on adventure to sonic.That was a fun trip.Jammed out to some good songs.:)

Wish it was Friday

It is only monday and im already wishing it was Friday.It going to be long busy week.This weekend was a lot of fun.I got to spend time with my little brother.First time I have got to spend time with him in while by himself.The weather is fianly nice for now.We shall see how long it last.Today was easy day at work we had like 7 kids gone.In the process of filling out applaction for another job.Really hoping and praying I can get this job to help myself out and it is in area I love.It will also help me grow spirtually Upward basketball is about to start back up had tryouts tonight.They are tomorrow night as well but I have softball.Then again Sat so yeah busy week a head.Then Wed is the Children Home with group from church.Im sure there is something else the other two nights.I just cant think right this second my head is pounding.

Rain Rain Go Away!!!

The weather has been nasty most of today.If I could have slept all day that is what I would have done.So most the morning I did not do much.I did look up things for my Rate the music.Here what I put for today.











Then I had to get ready and go in for work.The kids are rowdy this week because they been cooped up inside most the week due to the rain.So today was just one them days at work where they drove me up the wall.Came home made broccoli cheese soup,salad and piece garlic bread.Still working on my drink Raspberry Lemonade.That was my day.Pretty dull day for most part.Sleep is calling my name with this weather makes me sleepy.

Christmas shopping in progress..

I went for walk this morning with the roomie.A few other friends passed us as we were walking they were on there way to work.After our walk we went to JCPenney's and hit up the sales rack.I got a cute new outfit for $14.51.I saved $48.44.The pants were original $36.00 and shirt was original $26.00.$62.00 outfit for $14.51 not a bad deal.The day before I went as well but just didn't have much time to shop.I got 3 shirts one for me and 2 for Christmas presents.I spent 26.72 and saved 21.03.The two shirts I got for Christmas presents were orignal $10.00 got them for $5.99.The shirt I got was original $26.00 got it for 12.99.I would say I have came across some pretty sweet deals.I love this time the year stores getting ready for the holidays.This is when you can catch some pretty sweet deals.The good deals come out on crazy day of shopping that is black Friday.I love going and fighting the crowds to save some money.I know last year I saved like $200 easy.I get for total of maybe 10 people and that includes the salvation army kids I get few things for.I have done this for like 8 years now.I go pick few kids off the tree in the mall and get stuff for kids in need in my local area.Today at work had fun playing some soccer with the kids.It was hot outside today playing.Running around with a headache and sun bright as heck didn't help but it was fun.The weather is nice like first thing in the morning and at night sometimes.I'm so ready for some cooler weather.It is FL we never see 4 seasons it more like summer 80% time.Don't know what to call other 20%.

My new outfit I got today