Christmas is right around the corner..

This time of the year puts a dent in the bank account.But a smile on my face knowing I have touched someone heart.:)Most us struggle as it is to get by.Most of my shopping is done because my list is not all that big this year.The past years it has been a pretty big list.Going over board for my family.But not so much this year.I also sponsor a kid from the salvation army tree at our local ,mall.I started doing this when I was 16.I got $25 from my grandmother once a month and most the time I would not spend it unless I had to get stuff I needed.So that money would go towards a little boy and girl I picked off the tree.This year my budget only allowed me to get one little kid off that tree.I circled that tree like 3 times looking over the things they wanted and needed.Knowing I could only buy for one.I had a few in my hand to pick from.A mother and daughter walked up looking over the tree few times.The girl was about 12 looking for a girl about her age she was so excited about the girl she picked.She was willing to give up what money her mother would spend on her for a few presents to make someone else feel special on  Christmas.:) I have got my best friend hooked as well as in picking a few kids off this tree.Think she has been doing it for like 2 or 3 years now with me. I am sponsoring a kid at my church for an event as well. This will be our second year hosting this event.Last year I sponsored 2 kids from this event.Then a group of us from the church usually raise money for the children home to buy stuff for them.We normally all pitch in about 20 as well.We were unable to do so this year.:( But we had a great meal with them and fellowship.:)I love putting smiles on other peoples face.
 This puts a bigger smile on my face and tears in my eyes.Reading it this morning what this little boy is doing.:)
http://www.theledger.com/article/20111209/NEWS/111209340/0/FRONTPAGE?p=4&tc=pg

-REMEMBER-
*Jesus Is The Reason For The Season*

Pretty Awesome Weekend

Weekends like these I don't want them to end. I must say it was a pretty awesome weekend. Friday night there was a girls sleep over at my church. The Jr and Sr High girls was pretty good turn out.There was like 20 girls there.Some of us played manhunt,apples to apples,football,and soccer.Some did the girly girl things like nails and stuff.We watched the movie Soul Suffer.Then we talked about things we fear and don't expect to happen.That have happen to us or someone we know.Made a list of all kinds of things. Friends committing suicide,drugs and alcohol,divorce,lost of loved ones,rape,cancer,abuse,lost of sight,to lose a leg,terminal illness, list goes on. We tried to put pants on with one arm and put our hair up with one hand.We sang a few songs after that.Some the girls on the puppet team put together a goodbye show for the leader of the puppet team.She will be moving to Texas around Thanksgiving with her family.So at like 4 half us were still awake.So needless to say I did not get much sleep.Sat was our church picnic that lots of people had to get up early for to get ready for.I wanted to go but ended up not going to.I did not have enough sleep to drive to the place where it was.So I was driving home from church and seen a yardsale sign.So I went home to see if the roomie wanted to go with me.So we went to go check it out and was there for while it was like a cheap book store.I got 4 books for 7$ in great condition like brand new.The roomie got 2 books for $3.The books I got ranging from $15-23 in the store brand new.I would say that is a great deal.So then we came home she cooked her some breakfast.We started getting stuff out the garage to make load for the Kidney Foundation to pick up.I got a call from my dad to see if I wanted to join him and my brothers bowling.I told him im like im not sure I am so tired and don't really got the money.He like if you have gas money to get her I will pay.So hung up thought about it for second then like well heck I don't see them often so I will just go.So went and bowled 2 games which I won 1 and they killed me the second game.Then came home tried to take like hour nap before I had to get ready to go out again.Then mean while im on FB and seen that some our friends from church got engaged.So excited he turned 21 yesterday and proposed to his girlfriend on his birthday.Had dinner with my roomie family.We watched the first half of the Gators game which was not good at all.We had bunch random conversations.Then came home and there was no way I could go to sleep there was a bright light from the neighbors party shining in my window.So I went out an joined the party.Played corn hole most of the time.Come in around like 3 when things started dying down.Got up at 9 got ready for church.After church went with few friends to outback to eat lunch.Came home took like hour nap. Got up cleaned my car and some what clean my room and started load clothes.So yes it has been pretty awesome weekend hanging with friends and family.Hanging with family don't happen often.

No my team is better!!

Friends become family

My little brother

Keys to my life....

I LOVE YOU

It is a simple 3 word phrase.Very easy phrase to say but we don't say it enough to the ones that mean the most to us.The people we love most hurt us the most.It use to be a phrase I used everyday.When a friend tells me they love me it makes me smile and warms my heart.I love my friends and don't know what I would do without them.The ones I miss hearing it from the most are my parents.

FORGIVENESS  

One of the greatest challenges to human nature is the issue of forgiveness.Those who can’t forgive themselves are filled with guilt and despair, and those who won’t forgive others are filled with anger and bitterness.The most miserable people are the people who never let go of their bitterness.It's such simple word but so hard to do when you've been hurt.When you have been hurt like me you would struggle with this as well.But I have learned to forgive those who hurt me.Move past the hurt but they wont let the past go so it makes it hard.So I tend to get hurt every time I turn around.Jesus and my friends are the most amazing keys of my life.

GOD

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.His love is never ending.He is always there you just have to make time.He made a promise.He loves you just as much as he love me.He is my strength.He is the WAY the TRUTH and the LIFE.

PRAYER

Is something we all could use.There are so many things in this world to pray for.A list that could never end.The little kid waiting for a transplant.People fighting cancer.The troops fighting across seas.For the lost people.People looking for jobs.The homeless.The hungry.I need prayer to help me through the tough times.

FRIENDS

Are the greatest blessings that God has put in our life's.They mean more to me than they will ever know.I would do anything for them to help them out if I can.I love them with all my heart.

Crazy awesome exhausting weekend

It is such small world.You can find just about any one and everyone on the internet these days.I will get into details later in this blog.I got to break down this awesome weekend down for ya.Friday night was relax night watching movie with the rommie.We watched Why Did I Get Married Too? We both love Tyler Perry movies.Then by time got to sleep it was like 11 or later.Had be up ealry for Upward Basketball at my church.My team did not do all that great.Then got to see some people there I have not seen in while.Got to watch some family play basketball as well.Then had to do few things before all the FUN.Came back home got ready for Winter Jams.It was so awesome got to be one the best concerts ever.10 bands 10 dollars packed Fourm rocking out.The people that were there was:Newsboys,Newsong,Kutless,Chris August,Chris Sligh,Sidewalk Prophets,David Crowder Band,Red,Francesca Battistelli,Tony Nolan,KJ-52.Something well worth the time.We got home at like 11 or so that night.By the time I got the rush out my head and still pumped and hyped up it was after like 1.Had to be up ealry the next day for busy day as well.Had a photoshot to some what assit in for rommie engagment photos.Then went grabbed breaskfast real quick at dunkin before heading to church.Then had to leave chruch early cause roomie had be to work.I had to run by my brothers house and grab his shoes for practice.Then we messed around took few pictures in the back yard.I almost broke my ankle the block was evil I tell you.I stood on it not even leaning and it just liked rolled over needless to say scrated up my ankle a little and hurt my butt cause I was sitting on the block after I fell.I was laughing the hole time but it kind of hurt.LOL.Then went got some more so summer clothes on cause it was kind of hot out yesterday.Washed my car which was pointless it rained like all day today.Then got ready and met up with my brother and some people from my team to pratice.So now for the finding of just about anyone on the internet.So softabll is like my life.So I was trying to put part this team together get all the girls.Well this friend mind post something well  I did not know we were going to be on same team.So few people post to it im like im not going to take any one out from under her.Then come find out were on same team.But one the people that post was someone I have know since I was like 15.Not knowing it at the time cause it been like 8 years since I seen that person last.Funny thing is we just seen each other last year at a relay 4 life and our tents were right next to each other but we didnt know cause we have not seen each other in forever.We both even walked the survior lap side by side and did not even notice each other.She was there for my brothers and I during tough times with family issues.So they joined us playing ball for the afternoon.It was fun but got tired pretty quick.Then she invited me back to her house have dinner and to hang out.She told me she and her son has always wonder what ever happen with us.So it was just like old times hanging out eatting.I ended up staying the night there catching up on time.Before knew it was like 12 or so.I was tired and did not feel like driving like 30min and risk falling asleep.Had to be up early for work therefore sleep is one thing lacking this weekend.I got maybe a total of 7 hours sleep in the whole weekend.Then on top that I read some thigns in paper about a friend man things people do these days.It not my cup tea the things she did and has done.I had to leave her house the last time I was there I did not want to be mixed up in that mess.Today was little rough with not enough sleep.I managed to pull it off working.I worked for like 2 hours then had to go take my cpr class.though was goign to pass out during that all the breathes and sore from playing ball yesterday.The number was down at work so by time I got done with that they said I could go home.So I left went to visit with my aunt and grandma while I still on southside town.Hung out for about 30-45mins.Then adventured back to my side town in the nasty weather.It has been rainging like all day long.Well I came to red light text my friend real quick then put my phone down cause light changed.Not even like 20 feet away at a T intersection 2 people tried to pull out turn same way.I had enough room to react and all but come on people learn how to drive.I had to hit breaks still kind of heard the squeal even with it wet.Had to merge into the turn lane so I did not hit the 2 backin up out the intersection.There were cars behind me thankful they were not riding my but cause they would have hit me from behind and it would have been a mess.Cars from other side coming as well so yeah.Then got home and talked to the roomie to see if there was anything I needed work on for wedding.Which is given and yes there is.LoL.To get list started for bridal shower and game ideas.So then im like ok im going to take nap for few hours and get up and be productive.Well most the stuff has got done that said I was going to do when got up.Cleaned my room,put clotes up,started list,loaded some pictures from concert but that was not on to do list.I was going to load some muisc on Ipod but that not going to be tonight.That has been the busy crazy fun exhausting weekend.

Where does the time go?

The weekend is just not long enough.Time flies when you are having tons of fun.This weekend has been pretty active.Friday I pretty much ran for hour stright at work.Playing soccer with the kids for while.Got tired of that then played a little bit of baskerball.Had a party at church that night for one the teen leaders that is leaving.We played volleyball,basketball,knockout and food.Yesterday was the kick off of Upward basketball. at church.I was proud of my team they did really good.Then went got lunch with the roomie and her soon be hubby.Then we went to few places.Came home took nap.Then the soon be hubby brother was MIA for like 4 hours or so.He had everyone trying to find him or get hold him.So we went out looking for him and then got text from someone saying they knew where he was.So we went to the house where he was.Then went shopping at walmart after we talked to his brother and told him where he had to be and all that.Came home the roomie cooked breakfast then we watched a movie.Woke up with splitting headache this morning.Took something and went right back to sleep.Had practice at 1 for one team im playing on.Had another practice at 3 for a different team im playing on.As of right now I am on 3 teams 3 nights week.Then a sub for Thrusday nights.

First Monday of 2011

It is the first Monday of the New Year not to bad.It was a very easy day.Work was a trip this morning with a few of my co-workers.We could not stop laughing at things said and conversations that went on before kids came into the room. So here are some pictures.Some of my favorite teams and thing to do.Favorite Bible verse and some quotes I like.Just a little about me in some pictures.

Gator Girl All The Way

Love me some Rays Baseball

I live for Softball

God is Awesome!

Favorite verse

Love this Game

True

 

 

 

 

 

I LOVE THEM ALL!!<3

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Love the Beach!Catching Sunset with my Friends

 

 

I love food

Ipod+Ear buds=Music <3

This has been one busy year.

They say time flies when your having fun.This year has flown by pretty quick.I guess when you stay as busy as I do it does go by pretty quick.Every year has it good and bad times.I started this blog early this morning and look what time it is almost a new day and new year.So I will fill you in with more info on ups and downs for the 2010 year some time in the next few days.Until then I am going to enjoy the fire and watch the ball drop.2011 Baby!! It is now 2 days into the new year and looks like it is going to be a busy one.I wish I could break it down month for month for you but my memory is not that good.2010 has had it's ups and downs that for sure.The down part is all the family drama.I will just leave it at this.I am more of an adult when it comes down to it.It has been a fun year with friends.Beach trips with friends are always fun.Catching up with old friends and meeting new friends is always fun.I have been really invovled with church stuff this year.It has been really fun working in the different areas at church.I would have to say I think the funnest part this year is Bush Garden with the Teens spending the day with my little brother.The most exciting news came in Feburary from my two best friends.That they were both engaged and getting married and wanted me to be part of that.They have both had there ups and downs with things.One friend did not work there issues out so no wedding on November 13, 2010 like planed.The other one is in process of planning.The set date is April 17, 2011.The saddest news was seen on TV the Haiti Earthquake.I love me some sports.This was a good year for the Rays.Got to go to a New York Yankees vs Rays game.Great memory there A*Rod got 10th strike out to get me pizza.He was trying to hit 600 home runs coming stright from the bench in like the 7th or 8th inning.I went to the last post season game for the Rays when they played the Rangers.I also went when they played the Angels.I also went when they played the Jays and seen John Forgety afterward.I got to go see Brandon Heathe and Jars of Clay in concert at near by church.I also got pictures and autographs with them all.great birthday present from my cousin.This Christmas has been like the best Christmas ever for me.All the Christmas things that went on at chruch or off site at other places but was to serve him.Puts a smile on my face to see the kids expression in all the things I took part in.Just with the church events it was awsome Christmas season.I rather give than recive for the most part.So I did end up getting 4 kids off the salvation army tree.Getting bunch things for them.I also helped out with an event for people at my church.So it was a giving year for me.In return I got a very unexpect present.A newer car which was something I been wanting for a while.So I got to say GOD IS AWESOME!!!

Loving It

Well I have been slacking big time on this.I started out doing really well then it has been down hill for while.I have been a busy little bee like always.Between church functions,work,coaching basketball and playing softball.Then I squeeze in some time with friends and family.I love this time the year.I love to buy for other people.Then I tend to put myself in a jam for it.But in th end it all seems to work out great.So there has been some ups and downs in the past few weeks or so.Im stick with all the good.Im not giving all the facts we would be here all night.So my dad and I are semi getting along for now.(knock on wood).I am now the maid of honor in my best friends wedding.:)One my friends fixed my car for pretty much nothing.I got call from my grandmother Monday she was buying me a newer car.I love my life.I love my amazing friends.The one thing I really really wanted more than anything for Christmas and did not even tell anyone was a car knowing not many could afford it.So yeah this Christmas is by far the best. God is AWESOME!!! He made a way for me to get stuff for all that I planned for and some.Money is a factor everyone stress about but put your trust in him and it will work out. I love this little thing called my life.So this weekend is pretty planned out for me.Got a church function tomorrow got to help set up decorate all that jazz.Then Sunday is church,Christmas at my aunts and then the annual ELF party at a friends.

Overview

I have been a busy body with Thanksgiving just passing.Making all my rounds to all the houses where people invited me.Had great 4 day weekend spending time with my little brother and he got to stay the night with me.We went Black Friday shopping which he was great help.Softball is now over till like Feb.Now I jump right into coaching basketball at church.The children home christmas party is this Friday and I can not wait to see the kids faces.Then there are a few different party event coming up with friends and family.This month is pretty busy.My step sister will be here this year for Christmas as well.So all the fun parties are going to start this coming week starting with the Children Home.

Holiday Spirt

Holiday spirt is kicking in to gear.I love this time of the year.I have a huge heart for giving.I tend to get myself in to trouble in the long run.Got to set some goals this year and say no limit myself.When a family grows as big as mine has in past year it makes it harder.Money does not go that far these days on stuff.$20 can go in like a spilt second.It more so outfit or a toy for each the boys this year or a few small gifts.Thinking like $15-25 limit on each one the boys.I can not go all out like I did last year for the boys.Plus this year my step sisiter will be here.My brother will get more from me than the other three.Yes I love them too but he is my blood and I love him to death so yeah.Price wise I think if I try stay under $20 for them I will be fine.I just love shopping and spending money and helping others.In the long run it gets me in to trouble.I am not trying to put myself in a hole.There are so many other little things I like to do also for the holidays.I like to get toys and stuff for salvation army kids.I have done that for like 5-7 years now.For the past 3 years now I have been visting the Children Home so we try rasie money to get them things as well.Then all the little party get together rather it be with friends or co-workers.Always got to get small things for that.It all adds up after while.Im trying not to over do it as bad as I want to.I guess I get this from my grandmother the giving part and the joy of it.She loved giving and my brothers and I always got more than the other grandkids.For the smiple fact is that my parents struggled to make due.I am so ready for black friday to get here.I am taking my little brother along yes he can help me out with the other 3.Plus he must try on some stuff cause he is growing like weed.He at the age where I don't know what to get either and he can know most the stuff he is getting.When I was his age I knew just about everything I was getting.Maybe like 2-5 things I didn't.I will be shopping for few kids,friends and family.It should make for fun long day.Getting to spend the day with my brother.

Ready.....

Ready for this week to be over with.Ready for the holidays to get here.Ready for some cooler weather.Ready for all the parties.Ready for this weekend.Ready to hang out with some amazing friends.Ready to hang out with family.Ready to go shopping.Ready to see the faces of children when the see there gifts.Ready for a mini vaction.Ready for some sleep.

No Matter What..

First you got to watch or listen to the song before reading the rest my blog.Just turn off my music player to right.

Well a lot has been on my heart in past few months.Somethings I need to just let go and move forward.Slowly the things are fading away and coming back into place.This past week I visited the Children Home with few friends.Just listen to few them speak and telling us what there thankful for.One the little girl shared she was thankful for getting to visit with her parents.After everything her parents done to her she still loves them no matter what.She has been abuse mental and physical.She has been drugged by her own parents.Then we asked her how could she still keep her heart open and still love them after all that.She said that Jesus loves us no matter what or how big our sin is.So why can I not love and forgive my parents for what they did.Yeah she could not wait for the dcf workers to get her and her brothers out the unsafe home but she still had that love for her parents no matter what.It has opened my eyes this week and got me thinking.This morning in church we got on stage and shared with our church about the Children Home.The up coming events we are planning for them.We shared that story and I think all us standing there had tears.Also that same night there was a boy that shared he was thankful he could learn more about Jesus.That he never been to church before coming to the home there.Another girl shared about Jesus love and how much she has learned from being there at the home.It got my eye that I need to get my things in check and focus more on him.I have been slacking in some areas.

51 runs scored

The last few days at work have been pretty easy.Due to the fact that there are kids out sick.But yesterday I was cought off gard big time.My boss came in did not know she was coming in.I was not doing my job and I was not in uniform.It was a slacker day for me.Today is early release day oh joy.The kids seem to be really loud on these days.Last night was softball game.It was one the best ones this season so far.It was a back and forth game the hole time.There were alot of errors on both sides.Deppends what comes first 7innings or 45mintues.We played only 5inning but there were some long innings.There were a total of 51 runs scored.We lost by one point only if we were home team it would been our win.I seem to always finish with some mark on myslef.I got in a pickle and had to dive back to first scraped my knee up.My side hurts a little from diving back to base.It was fun game all the running I got to do.Then got to hang out chat with some friends for little while.It was cold just standing there.But while running around not so much.Tonight is going to be another fun night get to go to the children home.I love going there it is so much fun.So tonight we went to the children home and had a lot fun.We played dodge ball with half flat basketball,volleyball,and half flat kickball.Then we went on adventure to sonic.That was a fun trip.Jammed out to some good songs.:)

Bring on the cold..

It is about time we see some cooler weather here in the sunshine state.This 90's thing this time the year not cutting it.I did not get chance to write blog yesterday.Due to simple fact that im house/pet sitting and they forgot to give me password for computer.Wireless dont pick up half the time and when it does you need password to get in.Well my friend called this morning before they left out on there curise.So were back in business I got the password.They have it so there daughter cant get on unless she asks.I didnt sleep all that well.It going to be a run around day need to kick it in gear and get ready.Think I am going to hit up JcPennys again and see what sales I can get myself into.Light the Night walk later this evening.Don't forget to check out 30 days of Truth,Rate the music,Verse of the week,and about me.Feel free to leave comments love to hear from ya.

Rush it what this day came to..

Today was pretty busy on the go most the day.I was sleeping good til the roomie came in to get me up to go grocery shopping at like 8.We made a pit stop first at Panera Bread to get some breakfast.Then off to the zooland aka Wal*Mart.There was almost a fight between these two ladies.Lady 1: Can I reach around you or can you please move so I can get what I need.Lady 2:All huffy puffy no im not going to move out your way.Lady 1:Ok then excuse me I have to get where you are to get what I need.Lady 2:Kept running here mouth cussing at this other lady.Remind you Lady 2 had like million coupons she was going through blocking a pretty popular area.They both went back and forth with words for few minutes.I just stood there and laughed.I wanted to say something to Lady 2 so bad cause things she was saying.Then as she walked away some guy asked her how her day was rude response from her mouth.Think she woke up on the wrong side the bed.Came home started some lunch.I get distracted so easy when I start food.Well there was huge mess in the kitchen from the sauce.I will post a pic later.The distractions signing a paper for the Light the Night Walk this Sat.Looked for a picture to send in as well.Then worked on creating and event page to invite my friends to come help raise awareness for Leukemia.Then had get ready for work.Some the kids seem to be little hyped up on candy this week.Today was one the better days of this week.I came home got in the shower got ready for church.Went to church helped out with the Awana TNT group 3rd-5th.Got to play some indoor kickball and go over some bible verses for there books.The lesson they talked about tonight was THE UNSAVED.Then after I came home from church got some dinner.Checked few things on here then my friend called had go run something to her down the road.Almost out time to make a post for the day.I have done post everyday since I started.

This is what happens when you get distracted.

The game I love...

Well tonight would have been a night to play softball.It got called cause it rianed most of the day off and on.I hope that it brings some cooler weather with the rain instead of hot.So I texted a friend to see what she was up to.To hang out and help me out with few things on here.Also talked about up coming events we need to get on the ball with and start planning.Been watching Law&Order most the time since I have been home.I been watching it and working on here.You should check out the tabs at the top of my blog.I redone my Music Freak one it is now called Rate The Music.I also have a Verse Of The Week.There is a About Me area.Then the 30 Days of Truth im try to answer all the questions.Well just check it out.

Christmas shopping in progress..

I went for walk this morning with the roomie.A few other friends passed us as we were walking they were on there way to work.After our walk we went to JCPenney's and hit up the sales rack.I got a cute new outfit for $14.51.I saved $48.44.The pants were original $36.00 and shirt was original $26.00.$62.00 outfit for $14.51 not a bad deal.The day before I went as well but just didn't have much time to shop.I got 3 shirts one for me and 2 for Christmas presents.I spent 26.72 and saved 21.03.The two shirts I got for Christmas presents were orignal $10.00 got them for $5.99.The shirt I got was original $26.00 got it for 12.99.I would say I have came across some pretty sweet deals.I love this time the year stores getting ready for the holidays.This is when you can catch some pretty sweet deals.The good deals come out on crazy day of shopping that is black Friday.I love going and fighting the crowds to save some money.I know last year I saved like $200 easy.I get for total of maybe 10 people and that includes the salvation army kids I get few things for.I have done this for like 8 years now.I go pick few kids off the tree in the mall and get stuff for kids in need in my local area.Today at work had fun playing some soccer with the kids.It was hot outside today playing.Running around with a headache and sun bright as heck didn't help but it was fun.The weather is nice like first thing in the morning and at night sometimes.I'm so ready for some cooler weather.It is FL we never see 4 seasons it more like summer 80% time.Don't know what to call other 20%.

My new outfit I got today

Lazy day review....

This weekend has been pretty fun.Had a few parties to attend.Got to hang out with some friends I have not seen since High School.Played this game called corn hole for 2nd time and did pretty good.My friend and I beat just about everyone we played that was Friday night.Last night I almost blew myself up trying to lit the fire.Burnt part my wrist a little but not bad PTL.I went to my dads house today hung out for bit.Then came home took 2-3 hour nap to catch up on some sleep.Woke up went to the mall to get some food.You know I came back with more than food.There were a lot of people up there with there kids trick or treating.Seen bunch crazy costumes and cute ones.They had face painting area set up.They never had that when I was a kid.LOL.I only went to the mall once as kid trick or treating.I started my Christmas shopping like month ago and just added few more things to it.I love JCPenney's they always have great sales.Well that is my lazy day review of this weekend.Hope everyone had a great weekend.It new day,new week,new month starting tomorrow.

October ending...

This time the year is always busy.All the birthday's and Halloween parties.I had a birthday party last night to attend.Got to hang out with bunch old friends from high school.Got home at like 2am then got up at 6 to go run a 5k.My legs felt like jello after still kind of do.Did some running after that then got a nap.Now getting ready for party tonight at the house.Ready to hang out with some more friends I have not seen in while as well.What a great weekend getting to hang out with friends I have not seen in while.I love my friends.Oh yeah the weather is like perfect for FIRE!!! I love my friends.;)Well just started the FIRE and almost caught myself on fire.Got a little to close to the log that had gas on it.My wrist is burning just a little bit.I could feel it burning when got close to the heat.

What with the 3's?

3 days ago was 13 years my grandfather passed away and today im 23.All I got is memories of all the great times with him.There are so many things I remember about this man.I was not a daddy's girl I was papaw's girls.Things I miss are the Sunday lunches after church.That dollar we used to always get for church on Sunday.I miss the smile you got from time to time from him.So today I was woke up at like 4:30am by some noise.I turned a little led light on to try to figure out what it was.Didn't find the noise till I opened my door and there was a gift bag sitting there.So I just tossed it in my room and tried to fall back to sleep took like hour.Then I got up started load clothes my favorite thing to do not.Then got in shower and got ready for work.Ate lunch with the roomie and headed out the door for work.The kids were a little on the wild side today be glad when Halloween is over.We had fun today at work outside.Hitting the tennis ball with the bat.Trying to teach the kids how to stand while hitting.I got mini cup cakes from co worker and a card.:) I got like 3 text from people and like 100 things on facebook.I got a call from my parents.Got to visit with friends here from out town.Got to play the game I love today.Played in 2 games today didnt do all that hot in first game.Then it started pouring down rain so that delayed it for a little bit.I was suppose to got out to dinner with few friends after but games got over later than we though they would.Oh well we were catch up later this weekend.It was so hot playing I hope it cools of some this weekend.Fun day is coming to a end.Time to hit the shower im a little nasty from two games.Plus I need to hit the ice pack think I may have pulled something in lower back or could just be part getting older.LOL.I love all my friends.They are so amazing.

Hard working man

I miss this smile

I miss him

I miss these times

Papaw's Girl

I miss Sunday